Hysha, Chasing life staying in her own lane (this time not the lane on the runway)
My reign as Mrs. New York America 2013 will soon come to an end and I will restart my fertility journey. Secretly, I have been anxiously waiting for someone to invent a device to freeze time so I can stay Mrs. New York and not age so that I can have years of opportunities left to experience caring for a child, but as you know that hasn't happened. Nonetheless, life is a journey that I enjoy chasing and it is time for me to chase my next dream.
I’ve learned so many times in my life that chasing a dream doesn’t always end the way you imagined. Sometimes the pot at the rainbow’s end is filled with something other than gold. I am firm believer that “experience is what you get when you don’t get what you wished for”, and I have a lot of experience but I can’t deny I grasped some gold along the way. Yes, I’ve been blessed!
Early last Saturday morning at 6:45am, I took my first step chasing my next dream. I had a baseline ultrasound appointment to see my body’s state of affairs and it was all just as I had left it before the self-imposed break some broken pieces and some pieces hanging in there. As I laid looking at the sterile ceiling of the doctor’s office I realized that sometimes chasing a dream might not seem to others like all the glamour of being Mrs. New York but to the envisaging eye it was. I was dreaming and dreaming big.
As the current Mrs. New York there I laid the getting to chase my dream I thought I have to keep sharing this journey with the world. Not winning the title of Mrs. America didn’t change the trajectory. I am still the current Mrs. New York America who will soon be a former Mrs. New York America who has a story to share that hasn’t reached its rainbow’s end. I still plan to be a voice for this disease and use my voice to share this experience on behalf of others. Just like with the Mrs. America, title I can’t promise what will be at the end of this rainbow, but whatever it is I will love it for the tender moments, precious memories and the chance of a lifetime. Remembering that experience is what you get when you don’t get what you want.
Please continue to follow me on this is journey as HYSHA- Chasing life staying in my own lane, with the goal of sharing to help others decide which lane they want to travel in their life. God bless everyone and thank you to everyone for your love and support.
Your Mrs. New York America 2013
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Polycystic ovary syndrome is a condition in which a woman has an imbalance of a female sex hormones. This may lead to menstrual cycle changes, cysts in the ovaries, difficulties in getting pregnant, and other health changes.
Please consult a physician if you have symptoms.